Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Pre-Exam Stress





















Guys in trunks simply make my day!

Sigh guys, i have an exam tmr and its totally stressing me out. I feel totally unprepared. Well im about 70% done with my revision but i just feel so inadequate if you know what i mean. and now im sorta having a cold =S

On another note, im happy to receive comments from people on my entries. Im glad that people are starting to read my blog and what i write. And thanks to shaney, hes the first to add me to his list of blogs. and hes hot too! lol...

Well yesterday the guy whos attached (read previous entries) asked me to dominate him again. He was telling me to be rough and try to dominate him as much as i could. So i met him up and the game started. Thing is, i tried to be in control, but he wanted to be in control as well. I tried to make him do somethings, but instead, he tried to control the situation and make me do things which he wanted to do (eg: he liked to be down on his knees giving head jobs). I tried to control it in a way which he will like it, but instead hes now the one whos in control. I enjoyed the session because he was kinda my type of hot aussie but he came too soon before i could even fuck him. Damn. But i was kinda annoyed by the fact that he was the one who wanted me to dominate, but instead he controlled the whole situation.

Being in control is not my cup of tea. I would rather be dominated by a man. But on the other hand, sometimes i want to dominate things. I like to dominate some conversations, i like to control some situations to go my way. Im sure sometimes in life, we take charge and sometimes others do. But for now, im pretty much in control of everything in my life, besides the fact that sometimes im being dominated when having sex. Deep inside, i wish sometimes someone could control my life in a way. Im kinda needy sometimes and i wouldnt mind a hot guy telling me what to do in bed and outside. I want my man to make most decisions on where to go, what to eat, what to do. sometimes he would be nice and ask for my opinions too. I guess im more into the blokish kinda guy than the sensitive new age guy. But its hard to find guys who would take charge and be dominant these days. Even tops who claim they hate being fucked still enjoy being bottom sometimes. Well thats another story

I wish i could de-stress right now with a dominant guy on my bed... BUT the right thing to do now is to keep my books company!


Monday, October 30, 2006

My new Aussiebums


I lurve aussiebums and i just got my 1st aussiebum swim wear recently. Ive had aussiebum undies before and they are so comfy. Not only is the delivery fast but even the goods are of great quality! Thanks guys!

Yea i took a pic of myself in my platinum aussiebums...

Does Race Matter To You?



These pics are totally for illustrative purposes =)

As I was introduced to N’s friends, I realized that two of them were a couple. One was a pretty good looking aussie guy, the other guy was kinda not that good looking and of a different race, if I was being mean, he looked like an older perverted looking guy. I know I shouldn’t be that judgemental but I just couldn’t help it so I asked my friend why that good looking guy would be with the other guy. N told me his friend liked much older guys of a different race. When we were at the club, his good looking friend got quite a lot of attention from people around, but his eyes were only for his boyfriend as they kissed and danced away. That made me ponder, “Do all gays go for looks? Do they all go for the stereotyped hot, great muscular body and handsome faces?” I thought all gays are as superficial as me but I was wrong. Personality definitely played a big part in this case. Maybe the other guy was a really nice guy. Whatever it is, I do envy them.

Having Asian Chinese mixed origins, I don’t often get many hot aussie guys I desire for. Many of them message me saying they think im hot and my pictures are great. Most of the time I reply them telling them im Asian and asked if they mind, so that both parties wont be led on. Some of them reply saying sorry that’s not their cup of tea. Some of them were surprisingly nice and said it doesn’t matter to them at all. Does race really matter when you get to know someone even for friendship or sex? It definitely does from what I see.

Before I was in Australia, I was living in Asia and I totally dig Asian guys and didn’t even look at Caucasian guys. My impression of Caucasian guys was based on what one of my friends told me. He was mixed and really hot among Caucasians. They treated him like a queen. And my friend loved to be shagged by Caucasian men. He was telling me his wallet, watch and even mobile were given to him as presents by Caucasian men. He told me they were generous and they were like his sugar daddy. So when I was approached by one of his Caucasian friends who seemed really interested to take me back to my hotel, I was tempted but skeptical. In the end, I decided not to. Well main reason was because I didn’t want my friends to look at me differently and furthermore he wasn’t my type. If that situation were to happen to me now , I really wonder what I would do. Anyway, all that impression and stereotypes I had about Caucasians were totally wrong when I got to know them better.

When I came to Australia, liking Caucasian men eventually became my thing. It was kind of gradual but it all hit me this year. Hot aussie guys, aussie guys on telly, aussie guys on adverts, aussie guys all around. I just fell in love with them. I suddenly stopped looking at asian guys so much. Friends started calling me a “potato” lover. But liking Aussies aint easy because I am of a different race. Its sad but true. It just had to do with their preferences. Just like when I was back home, everyone was asian, why would I like someone who was of a different race? I would definitely prefer someone whos pretty much similar to me (back then). I guess that applies to the aussies as well. Why would they want to be with Asians when they can happily settle down with someone who’s similar to them?

I think its all about embracing diversity. I suddenly realized that I like having someone different beside me. It’s just like some aussies here who only go for asian guys. They just prefer someone of a different skin tone or perhaps someone who’s more submissive as what Asians are typically stereotyped as. That’s so not true by the way. Anyway, for those people who really don’t care about race and treats everyone equally, good on you.

So for those people who have been reading my blog, thinking im some hot aussie, sorry to disappoint you guys. I would love to be an aussie anytime but im not. And im loving my mixed heritage of being half Chinese and British though I look and talk more like a Asian Chinese. So at the end of the day, for me, as long as you look deliciously hot, I wouldn’t mind your race. But having an Aussie boyfriend has always been a dream and I wouldn’t mind it coming true =)

PS: If you do have any hot single Aussie friends who are cool with a pretty hot Asian mixed guy, tell me immediately… lol. And don’t stop reading my blog guys just because ive revealed my race!

I think I have been searching too desperately. I guess if I don’t expect so much, things might just happen. Ah well, that’s life.

My weekend

Well my weekend started out with a bang. I hooked up with a hot aussie guy on Friday night. He was really my type and i would do anything for him to be my boyfriend. But he wasnt the boyfriend type of guy. From our conversation, i could tell he got bored of guys really fast and he wasnt the sort who would really bother or go all out for a guy. One thing though, i dont really like guys who dont kiss or kiss badly. Im a sucker for kissing, and it really turns me on big time.

Before we hooked up, we were talking online and he did not give me his number (some guys just love to be discreet, thats something i dont understand at all). Fine, he gave me clear directions to his place. i took 20 minutes walking around his neighbourhood before finding it. I dont think im that dumb. But i think im not going to bother travelling next time anymore.

Feeling kinda bored after sex, i was pondering what i was going to do that friday night. I called N (whom i blogged about previously) and asked what was he up to. He was going out to club and i was so tempted to go, although i knew i shouldnt because of my upcoming exams THIS coming week. But i went ahead since i knew i wouldnt have the mood to study either.

I met N's friends as well. It was all cool. As we were dancing, i caught someone looking at me... Yes he was this Frederik Ljungberg lookalike (refer to the pic above) He smiled and i smiled back. But i didnt wana appear desperate so i didnt want to keep looking at him. We continued to dance and chilled and the night went on well. I saw FL lookalike again and i sorta said hi since i knew he wont really make the 1st move. We chatted. Hes from Sweden and hes on holiday. I love it because he was smoking and drinking his beer. BLOKISH! Ah and he was asking whether N was my boyfriend cause i seemed to keep following him around. Later on we kissed and he asked where was i going tonight. He hinted to me that i could go to his hotel or my place. I told him i would think about it.

Later on, i went to dance with N. N met some of his other friends and one of his italian friends danced with him and they started kissing right in front of me. talk about showing respect to your friends. They should have just gone to the corner of the club. I continued dancing but i was kinda pissed because that italian guy just wont let N go and kept kissing him. It was fucking ridiculous.l
I just left. I admit that i was kinda jealous but it further proved to me that N was just a big player. I went to look for my FL lookalike and told him i was going off and asked if he wanted to come. He agreed. before i left the club, i walked to N and told him i was going off, and he kept hinting that i should stay on with him so i could go home with him etc. I was like nah im not interested. He kissed me before i went. nice kiss but i didnt feel anything anymore.

Me and Frederik (sorry for using his name, just let me indulge in my own fantasy) went home and we started making out and had sex (well not the full on thing cos we were both kinda wasted). We showered and slept. It was so nice to sleep naked with another guy covered in the warm blankets admist the cold windy weather. The best part was he was cuddling me all night.
The next morning, i felt him teasing my hole and my cock and he rimmed my ass so well and pounded me hard. After that, we laid in bed and continued our sleep. Thats what i really need. A good nights sleep and cuddle and sex.

We spent time together after that having lunch and walking around the city. As we said bye to each other, i felt sad and i could see from his eyes that he was kinda reluctant to let me go, but thats life. We kissed in the lift and later, we kissed at the tram stop before i got up the tram. I bet many people were shocked to see us kissing. It was sweet =)

N called the next day and apologised. I didnt care anymore. He can have fun with as many boys as he wants. Im over him.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Too much sex?



I must confess that ive been having too much sex. 3 guys in 2 days WTF! I must stop this.

1st guy was yesterday afternoon. He was top and he sprayed way too much cologne on his dick area. And i kept smelling that scent around me until i showered. He loved pushing his cock into my mouth and sitting on my face with his smooth ass. He fucked me and pounded me in a doggie position and came. Well it was pretty much a fuck and go thing. There wasnt much chemistry between us. Well he said i had a tight ass though. Thats very true. 6.5/10



2nd guy was this early afternoon. He was sorta my type blonde and big. And he had his speedos on. Yum. But after some foreplay i knew he wanted me to fuck him. He loved the way i rimmed his hot ass and his ass was smooth as well. I couldnt wait to get my dick in him. I fucked him doggie style (yeh thats the default position for me) and i didnt feel much friction at first until he started squeezing his ass cheeks muscles. Turns me on more. And as i fucked him we both looked in the mirror to see how hot we were. We got into our final half doggie and half him on top position. It was kinda awkward for me as he was bigger size than me and he was like squashing me. But in the end i pumped him so hard he came (ON MY SHEETS). I was like FUCK why did u come on my sheets, well i didnt say it out loud of course. But he really came alot though. And he was nice to let me continue to fuck him even though he came already. 7.5/10

Well i went to the gym later on and Mr Kink texted me and asked if i was horny enough to go over for some fun. And so i went. (My wireless screwed up hence i lost the 2 paragraphs i wrote, shall summarise it then). It was mostly a similar ritual as what we did previously but this time round he took his time and slowly stripped and undressed me and he added some spanking as well. Ouch! And as he was fucking me, i suddenly had this idea of him covering my mouth. I remembered him saying my moaning would make him cum faster. I took his hands to cover my mouth and tried to moan louder. As im moaning louder, the harder he tried to cover my mouth with his hands and the more turned on he was. He fucked and he came. i sucked his dick after he took out the condom, which i normally dont do but learning to appreciate how nice it is. 8.5/10

Im having way too much sex in my opinion and i guess the only way to help myself is by practising self-control. But i get so horny whenever i wake up! Mr Kink told me he thinks hes having too much sex and he has sex only like twice a week! Well for this week i already had three and i think this must stop. Also, i must stop being a bottom, i need to maintain a tight ass! lol.

Do u think u are having too much/too lil sex?

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Just a teaser

Well thats me, ive always wanted to take a sexy picture of myself and today finally i had the chance to invite the famous photographer to my place for a hot photo shoot... hes Mr Timer, efficient but takes time to set up!

I know its kinda amateur but well its the 1st and maybe more to come.

So what do u reckon?.....

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Role Play

Mr Kink texted me the other day. Mr Kink is into blindfolds, kink and stuff like that. I was in school and was having a long long break and he texted me and he told me he was around my area. Feeling bored & horny as well, i went home so that we could play.

He texted me:"I want to do role play. U buzz me in and be in bed waiting.. pretend to be asleep... i come in... undress you and fuck you..." I was hard immediately. I quickly rushed home and washed up alil before he could come up. I was preparing the lube and condoms and placing them beside the bed and he buzzed me. I let him up and immediately went back to bed and pretend to sleep leaving my door slightly ajar.

I could hear him coming in, putting down his briefcase and taking off his suit and then i slowly felt a manly hand on my ass and legs. slowly touching me all over. Suddenly i felt his tongue on my hole. It felt so good. But i had to pretend to be asleep. He turned me over and sucked my cock. I was rock hard and couldnt wait for him to fuck me good. He pushed his cock into my mouth when i was unaware. He was wet and hard and i knew he couldnt wait. He turned me over again and started lubing up my ass. He put on the condom and slided it in. He fucked me slowly and then started to speed up. I was "awake" by then. I was facing down and just moaning softly. He is someone who comes pretty quick and i sort of like that sometimes. When i started moaning loudly he banged me hard and came. He told me he was so turned on by my moaning.

I love role plays by the way. Kinky and safe role plays tend to spice things up. I cant wait to role play with him again!!!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

More Gaydar Hotties

He looks so fierce i wish i could make him happier by licking his hot bod


His tatt and nipple piercing is totally hot!


Would love to see whats inside!

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

I wanna dance with somebody


It was such a wonderful evening. Went out with N for dinner, movie and an evening walk. Dinner was at the river side, it was sweet.

During the movie, we held hands. It made me fall deeper into that sweet lovey feeling. The evening walk was the best. The amazing night lights, the peaceful river and his company, it was just wonderful. We kissed and we did naughty stuff, well abit here and there.

But when i told him how much i wanted to date him, his reply made me upset. He said that he has told me many times that hes dating someone else and if what hes doing is leading me on, hes sorry. I know i should not hope for more. I do like him and he does like me, but theres another guy in the picture. But somehow i havent felt like the princess in the fairytale for a long time. Princesses in fairytales always get the prince. But not in my case. When can i ever learn to control my feelings. Ive always let my heart rule over my brain and that is definitely not a good thing. I always tend to put in some feelings even though its a fling. I just cant help it. Where is the "Paris Hilton" in me? I think i have not experienced such sweet feelings with a guy for a very long time. It has always been fuck, bang, sex-tisfaction and its all over.

Im sorry for whinging so much. I just need to focus on what ive been doing.

I seriously need to learn to be a player... so i wont get hurt so much but on the other hand, thats not my nature. I just hope i wont be too distracted. Arghz im talking too much.... =(

So when the night falls
My lonely heart calls
Oh! wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yeah! wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Hot Gaydar Guys...




They look so fucking hot and yummy =) I'll continue posting pictures of hot gaydar guys... turns me on! Its good to know that these guys exist in real life! (maybe)

The 1st guy is so boyfriend-material... wish he could cuddle me all night.

2nd guy's body is so hot, you wish you could just lick his body all day.

I love the 3rd guy's big arms and guys who wear Aussiebums are hot!

Monday, October 16, 2006

Nostalgia...


I was bored and suddenly i made an impulsive decision to club on a saturday night. And i asked someone whom i havent seen for quite sometime.

Well lets call him N. I met N about a yr ago at the club. It was sorta "like" at 1st sight. I was hopelessly looking at him and i was thinking to myself, "nah he wouldnt notice me". But when he looked at me, he sorta smiled and later on, i cant remember who started talking but we talked and talked and we ended up at the fast food restaurant and we kissed there.... did i tell u how hot it was to kiss at a public place and everyone was looking... =P

Anyways we didnt progress much as i had to go overseas afew days later. And the next time we met when i was back, i asked him out to club and i stayed over at his place. I didnt think much about us as when i was away he was going out with afew guys. I just thought that he wanted to play around, just like me.


The next time i saw him, it was at a club and we just chatted and we went outside and he hugged me. I thought he was drunk and i totally was not interested. He told me he thought i was busy with other guys and stuff like that. We kissed but i did not put in any feelings. But somehow i told him that i wanted to go out with him and we could start by going for a movie. He was cool about it but in the end, we didnt because he was busy.

So yesterday, i asked him to go out to club and he was surprised because we havent been in contact for so long. But it was nice seeing him after so long. However, it was only when we started kissing that eveything came back. The first time we kissed, the nice feelings we used to have for each other.

SAD thing was hes dating someone. And he liked that guy pretty much. I was jealous. very jealous in fact. I told him to date me but he say he cant do that or else it would be unfair to the guy. Fine. I felt rather insecure on our way there and i know he could sense it. It was fun walking around, dancing and chilling out with him. I wanted to kiss him at the club but he stopped me as he said he didnt want his date to catch him kissing another guy. He explained that he didnt want to hurt his date. I felt annoyed but i had to deal with the fact.

Well but we did kiss bits in the toilet sometimes and it felt good. He said he could really communicate with that guy. But i could communicate with him as well... maybe on a different level? We do have our share of laughter and cheekiness. I felt there was a sexual bonding as well. Especially when we kiss. It was a mixture of slow, passionate and fast kisses and he loved me to provoke him using my tongue. I stayed over and there was no sex at all. Just kisses, cuddles and hugs.

Ive never really enjoyed sleeping with another guy on the same bed especially if its a stranger or not a close friend. but i felt so comfortable yesterday i just remembered we took turns hugging each other to sleep. Trust me, that kinda feeling makes u feel like staying in bed the whole day. And i clearly remembered, i told him i really liked him and he said he really liked me as well. And we were kissing deeply and he just said something like, "make sure this time we dont lose contact at all". I was happy but i know somehow things wont happen like i wanted things to. He said hes confused and he wanted some confirmation from the other guy first. So now im 2nd in consideration, great.

Its good to have this lovey dovey feeling sometimes. But knowing that this feeling wont last sucks. I called him today and that guy was over at his place. I was really jealous but what can i do? I just have to blame myself for not proving to him that i was serious and i didnt grab my opportunity earlier. Somehow im confused. Do i really want him? Or am i just jealous because he has another guy and i really want to own him?

Its nice to look back at things and feel nostalgic once in awhile.... I dont know how this will go but we'll see. Maybe its just a sudden infactuation. Maybe the tables will be turned. Well moral of the story: grab the chance when you have it. i do miss him abit and i will be happy if he ever thinks about me... =)

I can't keep on waiting for you
I know that you're still hesitating
Don't cry for me'cause I'll find my way
You'll wake up one day
But it'll be too late

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Guilt?


HOTNESS! But this aint the guy im talking about in this post =)

I recently hooked up with a really hot guy (well in my opinion hes one of the hottest ive ever had in Melbourne). i dont see why he thought i was hot though. Well i guess beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. I felt honoured anyway. Well heres how it went...

He very much wanted to do it with me, but thing was he cant. He was attached. So the only thing we could do was tease each other. I could tell he was a nice guy from the way he speaks and stuff. And he loved his boyfriend very much and was together with him for X years but have not cheated on him before. but we were both horny. I felt bad and i told him that its totally up to him and he should not do it if he didnt want to. But he came over and fetched me anyway.

He looked so much better than the pic. Seriously, if he was single, i would definitely want to date him. He would be a great boyfriend. He seemed nervous but i tried to calm him down by talking to him. Eventually when we reached his place, the action started.

He was sucha great kisser. He kissed and foreplayed alot. And i know he wanted me to dominate him. He loved sucking my cock so much. and when i rimmed his hot ass and fingered him i could tell he loved it. When i put my cock inside him, he let out a loud moan and as i fucked him he moaned softly. I fucked him hard and it didnt take long for him to cum. It was HOT sex.

As we were wearing our clothes back on, he said he felt really guilty. I told him not to worry and assured him that it was just sex and he need not worry because im sure he would love his bf even more after this. I could see GUILT written all over his face. I felt really bad as well. I was thinking what if i was in his bf's shoes, how would i feel? Would i blame the other guy or would i blame my partner?

Ive cheated before as well. The 1st time i cheated on my boyfriend then whom i loved very much, i felt so much guilt i had to pour it out to him after afew days. And it felt bad. Though i was being honest but i hurt him in the end. and i promised not to cheat anymore. But when theres a first time, there will be a second. Men are all lusty, including me.

I really hope this guy will not cheat again though. The feeling of guilt inside you is very terrible.

On another note, If i had a boyfriend like him, would i still cheat? I wonder...

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Have you ever came when someone is fucking you? Did u enjoy it?




PS: this is not me but i found this picture really hot i can see the outline of his dick yum!

I like the feeling of cumming when someone is fucking me. There were instances when some guys fucked me and i came within seconds after they entered me because i was so horny. Felt so good.

I still remembered i was being slowly fucked by my ex fuck buddy. It was his 1st time fucking me (he preferred me fucking him) and he was taking it really slow as his tool was huge. As he entered me from the back, i was slowly loosening up my tight ass for him and as he was fully inside and slowly moving his dick in and out, i looked down at my dick and realised it was very wet and there were loadsa pre-cum on the bed. I was shocked. And for the next 3 minutes, i was trying very hard to hold back my cum as he was gaining his pumping momentum. I couldnt hold it any longer and i told him im gona cum and without stroking, i came. I felt great =)

Would love to hear different experiences from you guys!

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Sex with an AFL player?



Well believe it or not, i had sex with an AFL player. It wasnt hardcore sex but it wasnt fun either. I joined Squirt today, this website which i happened to find out from another site. I wasnt interested to set up an account to look for guys but i just wanted to look at the interesting message board and forums. But there were afew people which IM (instant messaged i supposed) me and one of them was this guy who claimed to be an AFL player.

He said hes really discreet and he plays for some team in AFL and he has a very good body and stuff like that. Of course i was skeptical. But eventually he convinced me. He said hes picky and only select certain people to meet. So he said he will come and pick me up and i agreed. He said he will sms me minutes before he reached and told me not to tell anyone his number.

I went into his car and he was not as HOT as i expected. Well i thought all AFL players were HOT like hell but he was alright. I remembered him telling me he had a hot body so i was kinda looking forward to undress him. On our way to the secluded area i kept asking him questions like "Oh so do you still play footy?" "So have you done it with girls and guys before?" "So whats your real name?"He told me some stuff and he even said if we meet for a second time he will bring me photos of himself and also he said he will bring me to a game and i will be treated like a king. For a second, i doubted him. Its too good to be true.

When we reached the secluded place, he kinda annoyed me. He kept asking me is it safe. He kept looking around and i assured him its fine. He said he dont want the police to catch him and the press will publish stuff about an AFL player being caught in a car having sex bla bla. And after i started touching him he calmed down for awhile. Well he had quite a nice cock but his body was average. NOthing as fantastic as he said. I sucked him, he sucked me. It was BORING.
He said he had never been fucked before and willing to try with me. So as i was about to fuck him after asking for a condom and some lube from him, he suddenly stopped me and said theres someone at some distance away at the trees. I was shocked of course but i tried to be calm. After 30 second, the person walked away. He was really quite far away and i know he didnt see us. But Mr AFL player was so scared it just irritated the shit outta me. And then as i was entering him halfway, he told me it was too sore. He let me try another time and he said it was too painful for him. Hmm dont these players take pain all the time? But he started stroking his cock and he said he was about to blow *anti-climax* and he faster grabbed some tissues and came. It was fast. And he faster went to put on his clothes and he kept saying, "im so scared of the police". Sucha wuss seriously. He drove me back later on and i did ask him something like, "Oh so how come your body's not so toned?" Actually he had the build of an AFL player but there were no six packs as i had imagined. He said the seasons over and after that they dont really care much about training until the next season. errm okay fine. Im like half sure hes one. But why would he lie? Maybe when guys know that you are an AFL player, they immediately say yes to having sex no matter how you look? Hmm...

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I actually miss having good sex days. Im sure there are days when you have great sex and there are days when sex just seems so wrong. It might not be so much of the other person, but maybe the mood is just not there or maybe the circumstances or the excitement is not there. But I cant deny that having sex with someone you love is always the best. Sex with an AFL player, a hot rugby player, a hot pilot or a hot doctor could be great but thats just sex.

I do miss making love with someone i really do love. Yes i know i might sound ironic because i seem to like sex so much i always give people the impression im such a whore. But deep down inside i still miss that kinda feeling where after sex, you feel so good, you just cuddle the person to sleep till the next morning. or either that both have the after-sex talk and eventually fall asleep. Ive yet to find someone i love, i guess expectations are higher after every break-up or maybe that Mr Right just havent arrived yet. But for now, i shall enjoy sex whenever i can.

Have a great weekend dudes!

Thursday, October 05, 2006

My first 4way



I had my first 4way sometime ago. It started with a certain Mr G at the sauna. He had a really nice chest. Well i like guys with big man-boobs. Muscular bodies. Well we were playing with each other and i realised he couldnt get really hard. I realised he came earlier. So i asked whether i could fuck him. He had a nice round ass which got me so hard. I fucked him but he didnt moan much so i wasnt so into it. But kissing was great. I told him, i would love to see him fuck someone and at the same time i fuck him from behind. So we went to wash up and continued our search for the supposedly third guy.

As we were walking along the quite crowded corridors. there was this asian guy and another older caucasian guy who kept looking at us and followed us. I wasnt really interested but Mr G got into a big room and beckoned them to go in. The asian guy and the older caucasian started playing with Mr G. I could see they loved his body. I didnt wana join in. I just stood one side and watched. The older caucasian guy pulled me closer and tried to suck me. I stopped him. I pushed his mouth towards my nipples and asked him to lick them. They took turns serving me and Mr G. It was nice being serviced by them, especially when one was licking my ass and the other licking my nipples. And then Mr G wanted to fuck the asian guy but he couldnt get his tool in. The older caucasian wanted to fuck me but i rejected him. He was pretty big though. He went to fuck the asian guy and Mr G was so turned on he fucked the older caucasian.

It was hot seeing 3 guys fucking together. one guy fucking the other from behind. I went to fuck Mr G from behind as well and there u go, everyone was enjoying. The group separated and the older caucasian asked Mr G if he could fuck him. The older caucasian was really quite big. As the older caucasian fucked Mr G, the asian guy was sucking Mr G off. I saw the asian guy's ass facing me so i fingered him abit and fucked him as well. Seeing another guy fuck as i was fucking felt wonderful.

The older caucasian came in minutes. I pulled out and Mr G asked me to fuck him. He laid down and the older caucasian and the asian licked and sucked him while i changed a fresh condom (yes i change a fresh condom for every ass i fuck). And i fucked Mr G for minutes until i came. It was totally great. Mr G had not cum yet and i know he wanted to.

Mr G actually told the 2 guys that he wanted to be alone in the room with me. When they left, he kissed and hugged me. I helped him to jerk off and he came for the 2nd time. My first 4some was good in a surprising way. Thinking of it makes me horny now, time to jerk off!

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Bad Sex Sucks



Yes bad sex sucks. Well today is surprisingly a sex day for me. i met Hot Thai for sex in the early arvo. I dont exactly know his name but i call him Hot thai. Hot Thai and i had sex once and it was one of my hottest experience. He knew how to bang me right. But he aint perfect though, one thing i like my tops to do is to lick my ass but he never does that, but he made it up by giving me great fucking skills.

I went over to his place today and this is our 2nd time fucking. Foreplay didnt last long. He liked pushing his cock into my mouth. His cock wasnt exactly super big but i nearly gagged everytime he pushed his whole cock in. After pumping his cock in my mouth for ... hmmm really long... he flipped me over and started taking out the condom and lube. He doesnt finger my ass at all. He just put lube on the outside of the ass and the condom and in it goes. I think im a more considerate top. But well thats his style.

When his cock was in, he pumped my ass hard and said my ass was really tight. And then we changed to the me on top position. And he started fucking my ass up. It felt so good that i nearly cum. I was looking at the mirror and enjoying the sight. He pushed me down, now that he was on top he was in total control... and he fucked me very roughly and in a fast manner. I nearly couldnt take it but luckily he was about to cum. He gave his last blow of rough fucks and came. With his dick in my as, he jerked me off and i sure felt good.

Well that was the GOOD sex.

Now, the bad one.

I was at home in the evening and Guy in Building messaged me online and asked if i was horny enough to have a fuck in the gym. The gym in my building is quiet so we made use of the opportunity last time to fuck in the gym toilets. I gave him such a good fuck the last time he wanted more. I liked fucking Guy in Building. But besides that, nothing great. He doesnt blow/lick at all. All he wanted was me to suck him and maybe fuck him. He has his moods. He is more top but he has his bottom moods.

So i tried to fuck him today but i couldnt get really hard as i came in the afternoon. So whenever my dick was halfway in, it came out again and it got really irritating. He was tired bending down and i was tired too. I guess im not a very good top and also, without the whole licking my nipples and sucking my dick foreplay i cant do a good job. Anyway he tried to fuck me, well it lasted like 6-7 fucks and he took it out and said he wasnt very hard. And we tried jerking each other off but both of us cant get hard. We jsut showered and went off. It was a total waste of time. The worst thing was his ass and dick had this smell. I dont know how to describe it.Its not smelly but theres a distinct smell. When i went home i washed my mouth many times so that i wont be reminded of it.

Thing is, he had a really nice tan. And i love tanlines on the ass so much i always get so turned on. But... i wonder why i couldnt get hard today. Maybe i need more practice as a top because ive been bottoming so much.

Do you have bad sexual experiences as well? Share with me!!! =P

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Gym Cruise

This happened really long ago but it was one of the better gym cruises that happened to me.

I was gymming on a weekend as usual and before i went to the gym i was contemplating whether i should go to a sauna after gym because i was feeling very horny. I told myself if i could get a guy at the gym how good it would be but its kinda impossible because most of the gym guys are straight i reckon.

Anyway i went to the gym and continued my workout and towards the end my gaydar went off as i spotted this gay looking guy working out. He was okay looking, well he looked gay. period. He tried to cruise me but i finished my workout so i went to the changing room and i showered. I saw him at the changing room as i was out from the showers and he looked at me again. Apparently, he finished his workout as well and was leaving. We happened to be in the same lift and we got out on the same floor. And we started playing this i-following him, he-following me game which ended up in the male toilet. The cubicles were occupied so i went to pee. He peed beside me and looked over at my cock. I looked at his and went to wash my hands. He went outta the toilet and headed to this external toilet which was for parents to use to wash up their babies or something like that. And i went in as well. He locked the door and the action started.

His body was so-so. Nothing fantastic but his cock was hot. Thick and long. I started sucking him and i can tell he loved it. After that, he sucked me and he totally loved my horny cock. He went ahead to lick my ass and i moaned as he put his tongue at my sensitive hole. I gave him a rim job as well. He whispered and asked whether he could fuck me. I said cool. He took out a condom and a packet of lube and started lubing up my ass. He slowly entered me and it was painful at first as he was sizable but my ass was feeling good after sometime. I bent my ass over as he was busy pushing his cock in and out of my hole. He touched my nipples and stroked my cock as he was fucking me. He pulled out after awhile saying that my cock wasnt hard enough and he thought i wasnt enjoying it. He said he was very horny and was going to cum very soon. He said he wanted to see me cum first before he shoot his load. I jerked myself off and as i came, he stroked his cock and he came. We kissed and put on our clothes. He was nice and i wished we could have fucked longer. Grrr...

Well i never see him at the gym since then but i hope to see him sometime again =)

Sunday, October 01, 2006


Well last Saturday i attended my 1st ever foam party. I was quite undecided on what to wear. I cant find my boardshorts and all i had were speedos so i wore one of them. Low cut white speedos with some stripes in front.

I felt nervous because i was afraid i would be the only one in speedos but i was wrong. The dancefloor was full of hot guys in speedos and all my insecurities were gone. I stripped down to my speedos and joined in the dancing with all the other guys. Some were in their undies (Aussiebums and Calvin Kleins) and most were in speedos.

Aussiebums were pretty common there (well its AUSSIE anyway!) and it was hot looking at guys making out in the foam with their speedos. I got a hard on just looking at them. Luckily my hard on was covered by the foam. A group of cute young boys were dancing and they beckoned me to join them. We were dancing so closely, my erection made my dick pop out of my speedos i had to push it in many times. One of these guys started rubbing his ass against my dick. I decided to tease him abit.

I fingered his ass through the side of his speedos and he felt good. The feeling of my dick against his hot ass in speedos made me feel really good plus the fact that many others around me were doing the same thing was a bonus!

The club had a dark room beside the toilet where people could cruise. I went in to check it out and this guy in black speedos suddenly groped me. Although it was dark, i could feel his lean body and i started feeling his package in his black sexy speedos. He pushed me against the wall and rubbed his dick against my ass. He put his finger into my speedos and started feeling my ass. My ass was still kinda wet from the foam. As he slowly fingered my hole, my ass felt lubricated and good. I stroked my cock as he fingered me and i nearly came but i stopped myself just in time. I pulled him out of the dark room and we made out at a corner of the club.

Those were the most exciting parts. Besides that, the fun part was they had showers in the toilet for us to wash off the foam and i had the honour of seeing many speedo clad men washing their hot bodies.

I cant wait for the next foam party =P