Sunday, March 25, 2007

Blue Sunday

Today feels like a blue Sunday. I feel tired and worn out after a round of clubbing and having some SAD (sex alcohol & drugs). I hate it when u wake up the next morning feeling lousy, tired and so dehydrated. Yet when u are having that moment of fun, you dont think about the after effects of it. Is it really worth it? Hmmm... well at least ive decided not to go out tonight, which is a good thing.

Today i went out with B. Well we get along pretty well, always making fun and teasing each other. Nah i have no feelings towards him anymore, but i still think hes quite a nice and cute guy. Anyway he was telling me he was sorta seeing someone bla bla. We hung out at his place and started making out later. He took the initiative of course. Well and i reciprocated. But that was it making out. After that, he was telling me its nice to spend time with me and all without having to be actually dating. I find it nice too, but then i feel used sometimes.

Anyway as i was on my way home, i decided to give Hunky S a surprise visit. Just to say hi thats all since he worked really near my place. When i got there, he was walking out of his workplace with my acquaintance. Hes gay of course and S looked surprised to see me. They were just goin g out to grab some food to eat. It was really awkward. Like i specially went there to see him and he was going off with another guy. He messaged me later on and asked if i wanted him to come over. I told him to spend time with the other guy instead. Im not really jealous, just kinda pissed. I dont think i have the right to be pissed too. whatever.

And recently, Blonde guy S was added back to my MSN. we were flirting with each other. Hes really my type. I tend to like blonde guys i dont know why. But anyway i was sorta looking forward to date him but he was telling me he thinks im incapable of dating just because a fellow friend of his spotted my body picture on some gay website and sent it to him. So he has been bugging me for sex all day but i cant be bothered really.

Sometimes its hard to understand what guys want. Sometimes i dont really understand what i want too. I guess not many guys like to commit these days. Do i? im not sure, maybe with the right person. And whats most annoying is when recently many guys keep asking whether im attached? i said no i am REALLY single. And they sorta dont believe me, saying im so cute why dont i have a boyfriend? but its true! I really cant find the right guy to settle down with. I dont want to be left on the shelves really! BUt i know finding a boyfriend is not everything. Well at least im single and happy now =)

posted by Bunsguy @ 11:49 PM 3 comments

Sunday, March 18, 2007

The Taxi Driver




Finally, i had this weird encounter with someone who drove me home yesterday. It was the taxi driver. I was taking this cab home after clubbing and the driver started striking a conversation with me. First it was about where i am from. Next was about what i study and slowly and gradually he began to ask this question which kinda shocked me. "So do you have a boyfriend?"
I was thinking how the fuck does he know that i am gay. Then i laughed and said no. And then later on he asked me how was the club and stuff. And then i started asking about him and he said hes the same as me and he likes guys.
And then he asked me whether i was horny. Of course i was. Not that i didnt get approached at the club. In fact this quite hunky guy did dance with me and he smiled at me and touched my hair but thats all. I reckon his friend was around thats why. But anyway i told him yea i was kinda horny and he said he was too. I was quite shocked but didnt really bother until he was nearing my apartment and he started asking me do i stay alone and whether he could come up. I said yeh why not since i am horny. Shit im such a slut kill me. But then i needed to get off as well so might as well. He came up and i went into my apartment first and realised my housemates were still awake. I went out and told him nah cant do it. And then i asked if he wanted to play at the stairs. We went there and he started taking out his dick and i sucked it. It was hot to see his dick grew from small to huge. and then he wanted to fuck me. I took out the condom from this packet which i happened to take from the club. And then as he was about to wear it, it broke. I think he was too rough on it. And he was like shit. It was such an anti-climax. But anyway we both jerked off and came and thats it. My first encounter with a taxi driver. Oh and i did ask him whether i had to pay for the cab fare before i left the cab but he said it was alright. Geez. Oh and he said he was greek and many greeks liked guys?!?! im not too sure about that though.
Tell me, am i slutty? should i have controlled myself? sigh.

posted by Bunsguy @ 11:03 PM 2 comments

Monday, March 12, 2007

Back in Mel

Hey guys im back in Melbourne yet again! Well im still trying to adjust to life here and getting used to every lil thing. Ive neglected this blog for quite sometime and will try and get back to it. I must also get back to my gym routine and get a nice hot body soon! Meanwhile more stories will be coming up! Hope this week will be a good one for all of you!

















I wish i could have a butt like that! YUM =)




posted by Bunsguy @ 8:00 PM 4 comments