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Merry Christmas to everyone =)

Hope all of you are enjoying this joyous season and dont forget to party hard and be safe. Cheers!

posted by Bunsguy @ 5:51 PM 2 comments

Hot sex

posted by Bunsguy @ 5:11 AM 3 comments

Guys

Sometimes i just feel i dont get guys. Yes i am a guy myself, but sometimes i dont get myself either. This post is not about me. Its about my ex boyfriend and my ex fuck buddy. Sounds complicated but i shall tell u guys all about it.



I bumped into my ex fuck buddy yesterday when i was going to have dinner with my family. Well we fucked like 5 times in the past and that was it, i left for Australia and we lost contact. My ex fuck buddy is this muscular hunk with hot muscular muscles to die for. And guess what, hes not the top that u might imagine him to be. Hes a fucking hot bottom. Never have i enjoyed topping anyone so much. His moaning is such a huge turn on. And who doesnt like to fuck a muscular guy?

Anyway we exchanged numbers again and i thought we could reminisce the good old days by having a good fuck again. But from his text messages he just wanted to catch up and have coffee and he refuses to tell me why we cant fuck again. I was kinda annoyed. Why cant he just tell me the truth? Like maybe hes dating someone or maybe he doesnt like me to fuck him anymore? I will certainly be cool with his answers. but he just refused to answer me and never returned my messages anymore. Fine. Maybe its my fault too for pressing him too hard for sex and he might feel like a sex toy or something. Well its my loss definitely i cant pump his hot ass again but its a bigger loss for him not having my dick lol.



I just dont get older guys and what they are thinking. Another good example is my ex boyfriend. He can be very nice to me at times and can be very cold as well. Hot-cold-hot-cold. i dont expect much from him but i just wana be friends and care for each other as friends. But apparently maybe it seems too much for him to take. He cant even plan afew hours to go out with me. He give excuses like hes tired, he wants to watch soccer bla bla. I cant imagine how it will be like if we are still together. I just dont get what goes on in his mind sometimes.



at the end of the day, i cant help but still like older guys even though i dont understand them that well sometimes. I dont know why im writing this entry either. It seems like friends around me are having relationship and friendship problems and i guess ive had enuf of listening to them. Maybe i need more drama in my life. LOL.



Well, i think the thing i need most now is a FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



how about u, whats the thing u need most now?

Have a good week ahead! =)

posted by Bunsguy @ 9:30 PM 3 comments

posted by Bunsguy @ 4:21 AM 1 comments

Sick baby

Im sick... and i have been resting for days so i hereby present myself with this card =)





I need someone to take care of me in my bed =(

Hopefully i will get better tomorrow!

posted by Bunsguy @ 3:19 AM 1 comments

Hot Buns!

posted by Bunsguy @ 5:42 PM 4 comments

Have you ever...

Well to me, he has always been a mentor. A brotherly figure. Someone i look up to. Someone who has the looks, the body, the career and the boyfriend. Someone who made my heart melt literally when i met him. Hes everything i want in a boyfriend. Hes manly, hot and nice. He motivated me to gym, he motivated me to study harder and not think so much about guys. We were pretty close for a period of time. I know he has a boyfriend and i did not have any ulterior motives as to snatch him away. We were just friends. But somehow, gradually we drifted apart. I guess he was busy with work.

The previous time i was back home, i saw him at the clubs and he was kinda cold to me. I was upset. But later on, i found out he was attending to his drunk boyfriend. Recently, i saw him again. He wasnt the same as before. He was not as friendly as before. He did not talk as much to me. I was upset. Was he troubled with things in his life? I had this wishful thinking that he realised hes beginning to like me so he started avoiding me and being cold to me. Or maybe, he was just sick of being a brother/mentor to me.

I have been dreaming of him lately... For the past 2 nights in fact. Just then, when i was taking a nap, i dreamt that we were taking our puppy, Scrubby, out for a stroll. Whenever he put his hands on my shoulders, i felt happy. When i woke up, i tried to get back to the dream again but it was hard. I know this will never come true but just being in the dream is good enough. Do you believe that if you dream hard enough, some things might must come true?

As i was smoking and drinking away that night, my eyes caught his, and somehow i think his eyes caught mine and he smiled. i smiled back and turned away...

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look in their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

posted by Bunsguy @ 10:17 PM 3 comments

the gay life

Ive been suffering from a breakout because of the sudden change in weather and probably because i have been indulging myself with lotsa different food. I couldnt be bothered much actually but when people around me (who happen to be gay boys) tell me that my complexion is worse than before, not as nice as before im starting to get worried. This air steward himself told me, "the 1st time i saw u, u looked normal, the 2nd time i saw u, you became more buff and u look so tanned and hot, now u are back to normal again and your complexions worse". Now now, this got me really worried.

I admit ive been sleeping late, partying and drinking lots and i cant seem to stop. Whats there to do during the weekends anyway? I dont even have a boyfriend!!! and my friends love to club. Well thats not the main point, thing is, in the gay world once u look alil worse or alil not so defined as before, people will start talking about it. So what if your thoughts have matured or even your intellectual level has increased? People wouldnt care much about those. Gay life = superficial and i think this will always be the case.

I was clubbing the other day and my friend just touched my stomach area and he said, "needs more training". sometimes i wonder, does a 6 pack really mean so much to us? Well, for me i cant be bothered. If a guy likes me i guess he should like whatever packs i have on my body. I havent been working out for a week. Yes im on holidays and im kinda lazy and i wana enjoy life, but, if i dont keep up whos going to look at me? If my face looks bad already, maybe by having a nicer body, people will just give me a pity shag? lol........

Last night i was hanging out with my friends at a bar and trust me, not many people were looking at me. Maybe im used to getting some attention here and there.. but nobody came to speak to me. Well except for this friend whom i just got to know online. We recognised each other. He came up and talked to me and he was really sweet. But i was scared to face him. I wouldnt want him to see my face clearly even in the dark. Well before i went off, i did say bye to him and im sure he might not want to meet me again even though i told him lets catch up soon. I went off feeling horrible. just as i was waiting for a taxi, i saw another couple before me, catching the taxi together and i just pity myself for going home alone, feeling so pathetic.

I went home and indulged in food again. I felt good. And i called my ex boyfriend to complain. He was telling me i should stop craving for attention. And he thinks im having some self-confidence issue and he was telling me only i can help myself this time round. I dont know why these 2 weeks i seem to become so desperate. i just want to know more guys, well not for sex at all surprisingly but i just want to hug and kiss them and get showered with some attention. Sigh maybe thats not going to work afterall.

A gay life is surprisingly quite hard to lead when u lack self confidence. And i believe self confidence comes from within. So no matter how bad i look, with some self confidence im sure i will be able to survive this life. And ive been given one month to prove to my friend i can be HOT again. I need to go to the gym like soon... but i am.......... Lazy!!! all the best to myself.

Have a great HOT weekend guys! =)

posted by Bunsguy @ 4:18 PM 2 comments