I Love Sausages and Buns
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Friday, November 24, 2006
I MISS AUSTRALIA!!!
it will be months before im back again, meanwhile i will be missing the sight of hot aussie guys!
although theres no sex and no exciting happenings or guys in my life... im quite happy though =)
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
A great weekend
I had a great weekend in Sydney =)
I met up with this guy ive been communicating with for weeks and finally, i got the chance to see him! It was great to finally spend the weekend together.. partying, chilling out, cuddling, making out, having great sex and getting to know each other better. For me, this trip represents many first times. My first time getting high and wasted in another way, my first time opening up to a stranger and trying out so many new stuff together and the first time after so many months getting emotional over a guy.
I cant deny the fact that i do like him. Hes sweet, nice, caring, adventurous, spontaneous and hot! And i think he feels the same way about me too. But why the fuck do we have to be in different states? I dont know what will come out if it... but i do want to keep in contact with him and i will definitely want to see him again. Some of u might think that its just a one night stand, but it definitely is not. I think we connected in many ways and i just felt there was something special going on.
I feel so trashed, tired and kinda depressed now. Well its all part of having a big weekend. But it was definitely worth it. As i was on the plane, i kept thinking of the times we spent together and i cant stop the tears from flowing (sounds emotional i know). I just closed my eyes and tried to sleep.
Ive always thought of Sydney as a place of nothing but sex and party. Now, theres definitely a different dimension to it! No matter what happens next, i will definitely remember this wonderful weekend we shared and he'll always remain special to me... =)
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
My favourite actor
Julian Dana William McMahon (born July 27, 1968 in Sydney, New South Wales, Australia) is an Australian actor and former fashion model.
Julian McMahon is the 2nd of the three children of Sir William McMahon, the former Australian Prime Minister, and his wife Sonia, Lady McMahon. He was educated at Sydney Grammar School, a private boys' school. He briefly studied Law at the University of Sydney and Economics at the University of Wollongong, but this bored him and he started a successful modeling career. Because of this, he became known in the fashion capitals Milan, New York, Rome, and Paris.
In addition to a career as a fashion model, McMahon began an acting career at an early age in Home and Away. He appeared in the Dannii Minogue music video for, 'This is It'. His first role in American television was on the soap opera Another World, playing "Ian Rain" from 1993 to 1995.
Nominated for the Golden Globe award for "Best Actor in a Television Series - Drama" in 2005 for his role as Christian Troy in Nip/Tuck. He also played "Dr. Michael Walsh" in the movie Magenta in 1996, "Mick Dooley" in Wet and Wild Summer! (a.k.a. Exchange Lifeguards) in 1992, "Sheriff Hayes" in In Quiet Night (a.k.a. You Belong to Me Forever) in 1998, "George Simian" in the psychological thriller Chasing Sleep in 2000, "David Cameron" in the made for TV movie Another World in 2001
He also landed the role of supervillain Doctor Doom in Fantastic Four, the 2005 film adaptation of the comic book series of the same name, which was incredibley successful at the box office. Because of this, McMahon has been signed to reprise his role as Doom in the sequel in 2007.
From 1996–2000 he starred in all four seasons of the NBC drama Profiler as Agent John Grant. Julian also played Cole Turner aka Belthazor on the WB's supernatural show Charmed from 2000 to 2003, starring in two and half seasons of the show, and guest-starring afterwards in the 150th episode and appearing in four episodes as film footage. McMahon was also a finalist for the role of James Bond in the upcoming film Casino Royale but lost the bidding to Daniel Craig.
Source:wikipedia
Ive been watching previous seasons of Nip tuck recently and i think Julian Mcmahon is fucking hot and hes an aussie too! Yum!
Monday, November 13, 2006
Ran outta inspiration...
These buns qualify as tangy hot buns!!!
I've ran outta inspiration of what to write for my blog!!
Alright maybe not... Last night i had sex with this guy, well the whole thing was totally cool. we planned to meet up first and had drinks and see whether we liked each other. The thing about doing this i realise is much better than just meeting up, look at each other, start fucking, cum and go. When we chatted, we sorta understood each other better and had better chemistry in bed i think. Its like all the sexual tension is accumulated and released during a later sex session. Well some people however prefer to get to know the other party better AFTER sex. They believe that having small chats before will spoil the fun.
Which do u think you are? the sort who likes to know the guy better 1st or know the guys dick/ass/body better first?
anyway as i was waiting for a tram home, i witnessed these gang of hooligan like people coming down the tram and one of them got down and started shouting at this woman who apparently knocked into him. He was fat and drunk and he raised his hand at the woman. Her boyfriend pushed her up the tram and tried to shield her away from the drunked guy. Meanwhile, another guy boarding the tram just helped by trying to push the guy away and he got punched. I felt sorry for him.
But i was really impressed with the boyfriend. The fact that he protected her just touched me. Like, if i was in that situation, will my boyfriend chicken out and run away, will he run up and just leave me behind or will he be my hero.. my superman.. my spiderman whatever... I hope my superman will appear someday and make me fly with him over the skies and we'll kiss among the stars (eewww... lame i know!)
Have a great week guys!
PS: I didnt watch idol today due to some unforeseen circumstances but i do hope Jess and Damien will still be in......... Dean is just a pretty boy and i dont think i'll buy his album.
Friday, November 10, 2006
Cheated.. maybe not.
Well i was supposed to meet this guy somewhere for some fun afew days ago. He didnt turn up. But i had my own fun. He messaged me afew days later telling me he was there but he was caught up with other guys. Fine.
And then this guy added me on his MSN and he started chatting with me, bla bla.. and even showing me himself on webcam. He was the young, tall, blonde and tanned kinda surfer guy.
I wasnt that keen, but he wanted to meet me up for some speedo fun. We agreed to meet up somewhere near my place on a certain afternoon. i textd and called him before i went, but he did not reply at all. Well i thought there was a possibility that his phone had some problem so i just went to the meeting place (it was only a 10 min walk). He didnt turn up at all. I was not disappointed at all, well maybe just abit cos i was kinda looking forward to getting into his speedos.
Have you ever experienced something along the lines of these? Its irritating isnt it, how some people can actually bother to cheat people to make them come all the way and dont turn up. Such fuckers seriously. Maybe they just chickened out. These people really need to make up their minds!
I finally finished my exams. Wooohoooo! Went to the gym today and i saw S, this guy i was quite close to sometime ago. He was a mini hunk then, now after months of hard work, he has become the big muscular guy that he always wanted to be. We used to go out and have sex afew times. He was very sweet to me. Somehow, i kinda got bored of him. Well after seeing his bigger chest and really big biceps, i kinda got alil turned on. But of course i didnt ask him for sex. I told him i'll catch up with him at the gym this weekend. Later on, when i was shopping for groceries at Safeway, i saw him again. He saw me and sorta whispered something and walked away. He was following behind this weird looking guy. I pretended to search for some food and pretended to bump into him. S dragged me to one side, and whispered,"im seeing this guy now, dont let him see us talking" and then he pretended im some total stranger and walked away. I looked at that weird guy he was with, he seemed dominant although my friend was muscly. That guy looked weird. Some asian looking dark guy, kinda old, with a tummy. He wasnt CUTE at all and i knew S digged cute hot asian boys.
I bumped into S in the toilet again. He told me he would tell me the whole story over the weekend. Well i dont really care either. Just felt weird why he would want to pretend he didnt see me at the supermarket. It isnt wrong to talk to friends even if you are with your date/bf. Maybe the date just has this jealousy thing going on. lol.
Well its okay that i didnt get to meet up with any of those 2 guys for sex. Its okay that S is dating someone else. Im just happy being myself and leading my life. I cant wait for next week to come... im going on a HOLIDAY..... its a secret.. tell u guys more next time =)
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Dirty Talk?
"i wish i was in melbourne - i could help you relieve study tension,you know, help you concentrate on the really hard things,it is hard, isn't it and getting a bit sticky"
"thinking about you in black speedos
thinking about how your hot dick is showing through as it gets harder
thinking about sucking the sticky head through your speedos
and slipping my fingers down the back into your hot moist crack, then running my hands up and tweaking your nips"
"i know you're studying in yr dick stickers, they're holding yr sweet tight ass so firmlyman i can't wait to run my tongue over yr ass and into yr crack, you lick getting yr ass eaten?"
"yeah - at that speedo sex party - started out dancing, getting sexy, rubbing my dick in his crack - then we went in the dark room and i sucked his dick through the speedo, then slid his speedo down just below his sexy buns, bent him forward and fucked him up against the wall"
"i think sydney has a lot of boys with race issues too, i mean i've met 3 guys from fridae this year, they all said the same thing, that on gaydar guys will chat and flirt right up until they realise the guy is asian,i think that sucks"
"but then, i love fuking with asian guys and white guys and brown guys and black guys, for me race as such isn't the thing - it's more about whether an individual body and face are attractive, and then it's about skin and touch and sensuality, and some asian guys have the most beauiful skin on earth - i could lick and suck for hours"
PS: thats his opinions! dont sue me =)
Real or FaKe Gaydar profile?
He actually typed this himself have a look:"IM BASICALLY LOOKING FOR A FEMM (NOT TRANNY OR DRAG) GUY.... I KINDA HAVE A THING FOR REALLY FEMM GUYS, SOMEONE I CAN LOOK AFTER AND PAMPER LIKE THE PRINCESS THEY ASPIRE TO BE! I HAVE A LOT OF LOVE TO OFFER AND WOULD LOVE TO SHARE IT WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE, IF I DONT REPLY TO YOU ITS EITHER BECAUSE IVE RAN OUTTA MESSAGES OR YOUR NOT MY TYPE".
Yum can i be your lil princess xav? But im not too femme though. lol. Maybe thats why he trains so hard for a big body so that he can be the knight in shining armour to save his damsel in distress.. Hes a bit too big though, but if he wants to spread his love to me, anytime baby! .................................
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Monday, November 06, 2006
Times like these...
Its time like these, when i wish i could just hide under the blanket and just sleep for as long as i want and dont need to wake up and worry about stuff.
Well im kinda depressed and stressed. Stressed about exams. Depressed about some guy not calling me. Worried about being single because everybody around me is getting all sweet and attached. Havent had sex for one week, i think theres too much unreleased sexual tension inside me. LOL.
I hate it totally when he doesnt answer my calls/smses. what can he be doing da whole day? whats the use of a handphone then? well.. i just dont get it. I hate the feeling of waiting and waiting. Ive had enough. I will try my best to move on and not think so much. A guy who makes me wait, is he worth it?
I havent been studying much. i dont know what the fuck have i been doing really. Life seems like in a mess, but i do hope tomorrow will be a better day, a better week =)
PS: Does anyone watch Australian Idol at all? Damien and Jess had better not get out tmr!
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around.
Friday, November 03, 2006
Decisions...
Michael Vartan is fuck hot... what dya reckon?
Well im glad i made the right decision cause halfway throughout the concert, my friend texted me and said the orgy was shit boring. lol. i felt relieved. Well but im not so lucky all the time. Some decisions ive made in the past were shit while some were great.
In life, we have to make decisions all the time. Deciding our career path, deciding what to do on a Saturday night, deciding whether we should get together with this wonderful guy and even deciding what we should eat. Sometimes, we regret our decisions made but we cant turn back time anymore. That's why i tell myself most of the times that we should live for the moment. just go for it and take risks. how would you know you might not succeed if you have not taken that risk? So i say, do whatever you want to do and dont regret it later!
Geez my writing sucks. somehow my thoughts cant translate into words when im typing it out. So im sorry if you dont really understand what im talking about. I havent had sex for like 5 days and im feeling itchy. Oral sex few days ago was not included. To me, sex means hard core banging, sweating and pounding. Oral sex just doesnt do wonders for me. I think i have to learn to appreciate oral sex someday. Maybe i just need a guy who really knows how to blow. lol.
Trust me, although i talk about sex all the time, yeh i admit i have quite a high sex drive, but deep inside, im just a simple guy seeking love. Im not kidding. I was just chatting on the phone last night and i was telling my friend how people nowadays use the word LOVE so easily. "oh i met that guy 3 days ago and now im in love with him". thats infactuation sister. Maybe lust. My friend told me he doesnt believe in love at first sight. To me, it only happens in Cinderella stories. How i wish i was Hilary Duff in that Cinderella Story and Chad MM was my prince. But thats not possible. Anyway for me, ive only loved one person in my life and thats my ex boyfriend. I believe love doesnt happen instantly, love takes time to grow. So i'll never use the word Love easily again... except maybe when i tell some hot guy, "i'll love you to fuck me"!!!
do u think love happens instantly? do u believe in love at first sight?
I do hope i make the right decisions next time. Even if its wrong and i cant turn back time, i just have to accept the fact and look ahead. Have a great weekend guys, i do hope i get my weekend sex soon!!!
PS: thats not me below!!! =(
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Dilemma...
I was in a dilemma... but now ive made a decision!It was between an orgy party vs a last minute concert.
Gay friend asked me to an orgy party. another friend backed out last minute for a John Mayer concert. I was torn. Ive never been to both. But well i might never get a chance to have a free concert ticket again so ive decided......
To the concert i go!
Well orgies are unsafe! Thats a good excuse eh!
Do you think ive made the right choice? If you were me which would u have chosen?
A hottie can always wait for me.... =)