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Hmm i feel kinda lost and alil bit of sad now. Right now, im dating this guy whos younger than me and i feel alot of insecurities in me. hes young, pretty hot and everyone seems to want a piece of him. i know that he likes me, but i just cant help being over protective and over sensitive and jealous as well.Just yesterday he told me he cant get over his previous relationship which ended 3 months ago. That was his first relationship and it didnt end well and he sorta promised his ex to wait for him.
And they are meeting soon just to catch up. Im just scared. I dont wana get hurt. But i want him to be happy though.
Ive been thinking about him alot today. I initially thought that things wont go so fast, that i wont fall for him so fast. but as we enjoy each others company and phone calls, i begin to like him more and more. And i just think that today he was kinda not as warm to me. Well maybe im too sensitive or overparanoid but somehow i think he doesnt like me as much anymore. I think i would be upset if things dont work out between us. Somehow, we come from different worlds. hes going to have a great career path ahead of him, hes very smart and athletic. Im just a happy go lucky guy who wants to enjoy life and party hard. Somehow, hes trying to adjust to my lifestyle and somehow im trying to change myself too... to be more straight acting and behave more properly in public. Even my friends can tell that im changing. Sigh, maybe im thinking too much, maybe im expecting too much. My friend told me, just enjoy each others company and hang out but dont commit. Then whats the point of dating anyway?
Maybe im just not that good at the dating game. He just texted me, "cheer up and good night!"
Is that all he has to say? Hmmm..... i just hope i will feel better tmr..........
posted by Bunsguy @ 3:12 AM
5 Comments:
hmmm...I think you should talk to him about how you are feeling. Maybe he's feeling the same way..holding back to not get hurt.
Baby dont ever change who you are for anyone under any circumstances...We preach acceptance for a reason because no one should have to endure hurt & torment through indifference. It is what makes us unique, individual. On the note of feeling insecure, share your concerns with him, dont hide them and allow anxiety to take control of you, it is unhealthy...If he has told you he is saving himself for another man, believe him, his honesty could very well save you from breaking hearts unnecessarily...Enjoy the company, but dont give your all if it is only one sided. No matter how hot he is, it is not worth it....xoxox Hope it all works out for you...This is just my advice, naturally you dont have to listen to me if you dont want to...lol
how much is the age difference between you two? maybe you guys have contrasting expectations of the future. or maybe you're feeling insecure due to past relationships. he has said he's planning on getting back together with his ex, and they still have occasional dialogue. not to be rude, but it seems the guy is not as emotionally available as you are. if you want/need more, you should say it and/or move on.
awwww well maybe he is not ready for you!. Have fun with him, enjoy him, and learn more about him but be careful with your heart- dont let it get all confused.... you should be with someone that is willing and wanting to be with you too... it's a matter of 2 :)
cheers!
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